Aimless Ambling

Nothing is what is left when everything’s gone Nothing changes when time stands still Nothing existed before the beginning Nothing stops the unstoppable Nothing fills the emptiness in my heart Nothing is something and when you don’t have much it’s hard to give up even that.

“Are you OK?...” No, I am he who dwells in shadow who exists in constant pain and subtle agony writhing still in strychnine throes Distress trapped by pride The world’s weight upon a single point evokes not even a sigh The frontiers of inner strength so taxed They have no choice but to expand Even space’s black vacuum would overflow with its vastness And responsibility (perceived or true) Keeps all locked inside (that life outside might continue).

It’s a Day’s Work Eyes Windows to the soul are also windows for it Would you dare trade your view for another’s If you think you would consider further With even a single step to the side, the landscape changes To step behind another’s eyes is to view another world In all its glory or all its pain.

Sudden closeness Unexpected, but welcome Dredges up old hopes and memories A possible life, once written off Suddenly seem possible again [...or know and hope] The nearness once as ice solid Now after the moment’s heat, is melted Footing lost, again cast into The abyss.

Inspiration is a bittersweet gift On one hand it is a glimpse at realms beyond the breadth of the possible On the other, it is a curse to be among the few to chance a look at the world beyond your cell That will never be fulfilled.

Who is more deeply cursed The fool, denied reality or The visionary, privy to possibility knowing it will be denied?

A mixed blessing glimpses of the beautiful possibility Hand in hand with the knowledge that it will never be - It may be that it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all But it is far, far worse to know that love would be denied you when that love is your greatest wish Than to be blind and deaf oblivious to the world and unaware of the missed chance.

Do you know Pain? The spirit crushed then, by force drawn back out to something that resembles its original dimension Dents, and gentle bulges betray the trauma, only perceived by those near and focused Otherwise overlooked ‘Til after eons The end result cracked and marred Draws forth recollection of the start The pitted, scarred result bearing only passing resemblance to its origin.